BORED

saye tersangat la bosan

 skrang nie

golek2 atas katil

nk kate ngantok x ngantok

just bosan jer

just found out my bro

gave his gf a DSLR

for her b'day 

he didn't give me anything 

for mine

SUCKS~

you owe me bro

big time

duit raye baek bagi

 bebanyak tau

kat luar memekak jer mercun 

nie belom malam raye 

kalau x mcm

 perang dunia gamaknye

somebody tell me what to do~

cause I'm so 

B.O.R.E.D

guess I miss people to talk to

suddenly I'm missing my friends

haha~

sob2

malam nie nk melantak lagy

haha~ 

padahal dh kenyang dh 

x tau nk tulis ape dh

tata~ bloggy <3

I'm HOMEY

I'm homey

so happy to be away 

life at school has been a mess lately

I'm just confused 

but hey what do expect I'm only 

FOURTEEN dude

I mess things up 

A LOT

but I try my best to be who I am

when I live in a world of expectations

HOME

is where I am 

where people I love gather

I wish I could stay a little longer 

each time

but life goes on 

everyday you make memories

with people you love

so that when you're all alone

you have warm memories to hold on to

MAKE MEMORIES

WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE

but I do iss people at school

but I also know right now 

they're making their own memories with the ones they love

BTW;

I'm going shopping tomorrow 

I don't love shopping

but some times 

I do 

hehe~ weird right?

tata~ bloggy

off to solat terawih <3

time to say goodbye

every time i must be in the verge 

of tears

*aq mmg cengeng

i don't want to go back to that...

that....

that place where i'm just not..

ME

i don't know if i can last that long

dah la after cutie nie banyak masalah

i just need to cry

to let it all go

i need these people to keep me strong

*my parents

*my REAL friends

*people who accept ME as ME

nite bloggy

sleep sweet~

i just need to drown myself in tears

(YnY) 

:(

I was really looking forward to

 Bones and Burn Notice

but 

GRRRRRR

they aren't showing any new episodes

dah la dkt Malaysia nie x boleh tgh online cite tu

(T.T) sobesobe

nk tengok jgak

nk beli dvd jer but idk 

ade jual ker?

bebudak sek sume x tau cite tu but

it's like the best 

BESTEST

story ever produced

:)

cair~

dh la bloggy mihab wants to sleep

tomorrow kene bangun AWAL *haaish~

nk antar mamat bertuah tu pegi check up

kat Melaka

and then shopping for stuffs 

before going back to school

 talk about shopping

i bought a new necklace 

and a PINK teddy for someone's belated b'day

owh~ and also a new diary

and a new 39 clues book 

and also Double Dork Diaries

haha dah ckp tata~

bnyk plak membebel dah la tu 

nite bloggy sleep tight

i'll be in front of my lappy all night 

or should i say day cause 

it's exactly 12.12

now

hmmm~

This Song

"The Story Of Us"

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,

How we met and the sparks flew instantly,

People would say they're the lucky ones.

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fall-out.

So many things that I wished you knew,

So many walls that I can't break through.

[Chorus:]

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,

And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I started to think one day I'd tell the story of us,

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,

But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

[Chorus:]

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,

Of who can act like the careless,

But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle's in your hands now,

But I would lay my armor down

If you said you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wished I knew,

But the story of us might be ending soon.

[Chorus:]

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.

And we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The end. 

i can so relate with this right now

haaiiish~

Listen

Could you please listen 

Listen to the wind calling your name

Sending my heart through the weather

Cause I miss the times we spend together

I can't sing a song

I can't write a poem

Cause every drop of ink

And every word I whisper

Reminds me of you

And how it felt when we were together

I know what you said

But I also know what you mean 

Every look in you eyes

Is saying something to me

It's driving me crazy

This silence of yours

Can't you see that 

No doubt my heart is yours

Is this what you really want

Cause I can't see you in your eyes any more

Your lips are moving 

But I can't understand a word you're saying

Your eyes don't light up anymore

When you see me walk through that door

Did I do something wrong

I didn't realise 

I just hurt someone that I care too much about

Yes it is true I have a short-temper

But I thought you knew better

After all things we've gone through together

So here I am tonight

Sitting alone under the stars

Feeling the seat beside me empty

Without your warmth filing the space

Cause I'm no singer

nor a poet

I can't tell you how much you mean to me

with beautiful words

I can't sing to you how much I care about you

But don't you know 

that I am just not good with words

haha :D 

x pasal2 jiwang pulak malam nie 

hehe~

anyways I just type what came across my mind 

when I think about someone

anyways dedicate to all who feels like they can connect with this

tata :)

sleep sweet bloggy :)

(: minah senget

above all things i've found a silver lining
even though there aren't always a rainbow painted in the sky...
i've found someone who makes me laugh when it's raining

mmg minah ni senget
benggong and
GEDIK
but she makes me laugh
always
*dah la x pandai pujuk org
hehe~

people have no right to judge
cause they don't know
that we are friends
as simple as that
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
i hope it'll stay that way till the day i die
maybe even afterwards...

ni ah.. minah senget tu..


she's so GEDIIIIIIKKKKKKKK
:P

LIFE

i know it ain't simple
i know i gotta try to get through it
but....
sometimes i just break down....

aq x perfect
i keep telling people that
tapi kenape....
i don't think anyone gets me
maybe...
maybe even i don't get myself

i make mistakes
can't people just forgive me?
maybe i'm a jerk
can't i change?

i just need someone who is patient with me
i make mistakes i'm human
aren't you too?
maybe kauh perfect
maybe kauh mmg x ade wat salah langsung
then can't you find a place in that
o-so-perfect soul of yours to forgive
i beat myself up
when i did something wrong...
yes..
i do wrong things to everyday...

i just want people to be...
aq PERLUKN org yg sabar ngan aq
org yg TAHU aq boleh..
boleh BERUBAH
aq x perlukan org yg PERFECT
just someone yg FAHAM
it's nice to know maybe I've found someone who understands me
but....
people just can't see me actually be...
hap...py
:)

haha~ dah puas dah melepaskan isi hati
*padahal blom
:)
mihab,
you gotta change cause they want you to...

tata bloogy
sleep sweet <3

SEDIH~

oh GOD....

what ever happens it has to end

aq malas nak balik sekolah 

back to all that drama 

but at home i'm not that happy either...

kat sekolah teenager

kat rumah adult

too much expectation...

i don't know

i don't care anymore...

sometimes i think my life is a mess

but i know just suck it up and continue on with your life right?

i stop trying to be perfect a loooong time ago

but i still strive to be the best at what i do

but at the end of the day aq ttp org yg lemah....

(n_n)v 

ZzZzZzZzZz & hungry~

so sleepy~

but i'm watching a video on my lappy

and hungry but don't wanna leave my lappy

haish~ dilema btol nie..

last2 biskut & milo menjadi penyelamat nyawe 

ahax~ 

night night

sleep sweet bloggy 

(n_n)v

A HOMEWORK THAT NEVER DID~~

ohh~~ homework yg TERCINTA

i totally agree kitty

kenape la cikgu sume ingat hw kite sket SGT

i wish i could use this

cikgu save the world!

for the planet!

trees really are hurting becoz of HW!

nanti cikgu bagi keje gume pc kite ckp la...

hehe smart kid  >.^ winks to YOU

oh~ 20 ekor kucingku makanlah hw ku....

student: umm.. tech? my cat ate my hw
tech: oh.. thats a new one why did your cat eat it?
student: becoz i don't have a dog

or maybei should just do my hw 
JENG JENG JENG *scream!

teacher i think homework just damaged my brain FOREVER

or maybe.. hehe~

heyh don't misunderstand i'm doing my hw in my BLOG

ataupun

i am dreamin up the answers to this equation

so yeah
either one is bound to happen
tata bloggy
sleep sweet <3

Peranan Seorang ANAK?

aq selalu jumpe soalan nie dlm exam paper and aq selalu

CONFUSE nk jawap ape 

the question is *drum roll please

Adakah membaiki keadaan selepas ibu bapa bergaduh merupakan salah satu peranan seorang anak?

seriously i just don't know....

can someone explain to me the answer cause i just don't know 

i know the fact that parents x sedar yg diorg gadoh 

anak2 diorg DENGAR, NAMPAK & INGAT

how emotionally scared that child could be...

budak tu might just be afraid of being in a relationship

because they might get hurt..

so think before you fight..

p/s: mesti korang pelikkan nape budak2 boleh fikir cam nie...

x pelik pon just saje nk tulis and bagi pandangan.

Err.......

aq org yg simple 

single is so simple

and aq x plan nk mengubah status tu dlm mase terdekat nie

and aq x kesah la org ckp ape 

cause a guy is not a need

aq pakai sgt simple kaluar rumah 

loose jeans + long-sleeved + tudung 

or

slacks + short-sleeved + sweater + tudung

i wear comfort over style

cause no one can say anything that will make me change 

i'll change when it's time so x payah la nk ckp aq kodi ker ape2 

cause kalau aq kodi pon aq tetap aq 

HEYH~~~

nak cite ape ari ni?

x de citela so~~ saje nk type2

 and i want to ddc8 this song to Everyone who means A LOT to me 

ILYSDM la~ 

COUNT ON ME

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea

I’ll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can’t see

I’ll be the light to guide you

Find out what we’re made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I’ll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you’ll be there ’cause that’s what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can’t fall asleep

I’ll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we’re made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I’ll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you’ll be there ’cause that’s what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You’ll always have my shoulder when you cry

I’ll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three

I’ll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you’ll be there ’cause that’s what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh
You can count on me ’cause I can count on you